Pendulum

There seems to be an angry part of me

I tried to fight it but it disagrees

Oh I tried 

And it’s lurking for my sanity 

I can see that it’s not far from me

Lost... Damage in my pride

How can I forgive

I can only seek Absolution

I don’t understand 

Held my head up high

Still i can’t conceive Inspiration 

Damn me if I don’t  Damn me if I do

What’s my place to be? I’m so lonesome 

I just don’t agree

Turn myself to swingin’ on a pendulum 

I didn’t ever want to feel this way 

I turn to God to change me, so I pray

Oh I tried 

But my hatred took up everything 

And My heart’s defeated just the same

Lost... Damage in my pride

How can I forgive

I can only seek Absolution

I don’t understand 

Held my head up high

Still i can’t conceive Inspiration 

Damn me if I don’t  Damn me if I do

What’s my place to be? I’m so lonesome 

I just don’t agree

Turn myself to swingin’ on a pendulum 

Bridge:

What it has come down to

I did not foresee it 

Trust to learn what I knew 

I was just dismissive

Came to terms with my grief 

Down to what I’m feeling 

I just learned to beg

Lost... Damage in my pride

How can I forgive

I can only seek Absolution

I don’t understand 

Held my head up high

Still i can’t conceive Inspiration 

Damn me if I don’t  Damn me if I do

What’s my place to be? I’m so lonesome 

I just don’t agree

Turn myself to swingin’ on a pendulum